My life sucks ttm now! Nothing is happening..... All i do is either rot at home, watch a little movie or two once in a million years or do homework
This is all thanks to many, many things... I Made a mistake by goin to da school of EEE where grades really matter (cant relax)
I Made a mistake of not joining a club in school (stupid move)
I Made a mistake of goin into DASE 1A/03.(sorry but truth is..... u guys can never bond i tell u)
I never did treasure my sec sch frens. Now they are floating away, slowly (fuck la)
I'm an only child. I'm always saying dat pple have a deprived childhood, but in fact, im da one who's having it. Fuck my dad who didnt allow me to get close to my cousins. I dont even know who my cousins are....Hence there was no such thing as sleepovers or goin out with cousins. The only time i get to see them is during hari raya or someone's wedding, dats it.....N, ive never once went overseas, not even malaysia.......fucking lame right my life. And since im da only child, i am always all alone. I play by myself, eat by myself....everything by myself. My neighbours are either older than me or dun wan socialize with me. That was last time. Now itz worst. My house is now like korea. My'dad' is north korea while my mum, grandma n grandpa is south. Im da (no-men land). Trust me. i dunno who to follow if my parents break apart. Bcoz of da ongoing war, now, there is no such thing as family outing!
No overseas, no family or fren outing = fucking boring.
i duno wad to do with my life now. i duno if i can stand it anymore feel like i can just let go any moment now But i cant stand to bear to see how it will affect my mom if i do give up on life. She's da reason why im still keeping da effort to go on with life. without her, im nothing i dun even know wad to do without her tanx mum. ure da best! Tanx atuk and nenek oso! ur cool too dad....i got nth to say to u. u're trying to win my heart but itz too late now.
Frens... I know dat im fucking irritating and lame most of the time Im sorry. U guys are like my brothers and sisters. There'e no one i can share my thoughts with. N u guys call me names. i dun care. im like fucking hurt everytime i feel dat u fucking hate da sight of me, ok..... N i know dat some of you really hate me to the max but still hang out with me Im sorry to cause you soo much trouble OK from now on, if u dun wan to hang around me, just say so. I'll gladly leave u, since i know my prescence wont make any significant difference to ur lives Now being all alone is no problem for me I'm always alone...... I'm not saying dat my frens now are nth to me. They mean alot to me. But itz juz dat i feel dat im not being a good fren to you all n that u're starting to get bored of me. Idk about u guys ah but i really hurts me when i see dat no one sees me a good fren, even though i always act like its's no big deal. Im always trying to make u guys smile no matter what, im always da one who does all the lame stuffs n being da monkey, coz i feel dats da only way i can get u guys to smile at me. I'm sorry if i've been such a nuisance to you guys. There'e lots more to say, but i guess i'll stop here.....
Now itz all out. Well i dun think anyone reads my blog anymore...so no point saying this... i hope no one read this. .....
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
@1:08 PM
Ok ive seen rudy play a cover of this song on his guitar, he's good but this guy can so fucking own him in soo many ways
=)
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Thursday, February 18, 2010
@11:26 PM
Attack Attack! My new fav band
Found this by accident haha
But AWESOME SONG even though this band's genre is CRABCORE.
And yes there IS such a genre, n that can be proven by the synchronized head-banging, the signature guitar flip n the synchornized running man dance moves. But one thing, i dont know wads with the guitars,
R THEY HAVING SOME CONTEST TO SEE WHOSE BALLS TOUCH THE GROUND FIRST??
N my fav scene is at 1:18 where the guitarist tries to act like a crab......
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
@2:41 PM
So 2 weeks of work is very tiring ESP dealing with detergents n irritating customers everyday But got lots of new frens there
1st there was Zenan. though he nvr work anymore, he was da first fren i found at work. He taught me loads of stuff on my first day.
Den there was Ah Hai a.k.a P.R.C [People's Republic of China], a very hardworking fellow but know nuts abt english. Imagine working wit him everyday. Crazeeeee...........
3rd was Michelle, my supervisor, Filipino lady who looks so much like a chinese maid haha But she has good leadership skills.
Den there was Andrew, my second best fren at work. He reminds me a lot of Andy. from the way he speaks to the way he does stuff. N even though he's 23, he looks way youger than me!
5th guy was Royce, 16, NYP student. Loves to slack n crack jokes. He's like my cousin..... -.- but he's quie shy, but when i really got to know him, he's terrifying. lol i mean he's cool
Den there was Randy. Best joker of the group. Also hardworking. Loves to 'karaoke' to the songs played at da mall. Funny guy.
Ouh n got one more uncle, Ah Meng not Ah Ming, He's like our leader. N he's the most experinced worker. He's like a bullettrain when he works. He can finish one pallet in 15 mins man. Dats awesome shit lah. It'll take me hours to finish even half. =P
N gt Janice oso. But idk she work as what. Sometimes she's in da office, sometimes helping us arrage things.....
Lastly, the most irritating of us all, Ah Wong. She is da worst. From da store oso can hear her voice, saying "LAI, EXCUSE ME, LAI", in a very apek accent. I thought she was a guy at first. 0.O
So this is like da dudes n dudets in my dept Got loads of other pple in other dept there who i sorta know but i dun know
Man, i wish her shift would be the same as mine, so that she can ask me to help her again n again n again.... Lolz siao-ness.
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
@1:27 PM
So first day of work today Went there at 4 Met eugene n got my 'uni' n name tag
Michelle was my i.c. N there were loads of chinese in my department Got 2 uncles, Ah Hai n Ah Ming, N one guy called Zenan i tink So i was taught to get use to da diff lanes of products Ah Ming left arnd 5, Zenan chia-oed at 8 So left me n Ah Hai who cant speak eng!!!! It was so hard to communicate with him They only eng words he knew was boy, clock, time, what, here n box -.-
So like on da first day only, im working solo Damn sian N moreover, da customers all very irritating Always keep asking me loads of stupid questions Like one ask for da price of a mattress which has a price tag right under it =-=
I wonder how day 2 would be......
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Monday, January 11, 2010
@11:43 PM
Things dat happen last week Time to recall n reflect......
Thurs,7 Jan Went Movie-ing wit da dudes, Ezz, Jon, Jx Watched Cirque Du Freak:Vampire's Assistant Awesome movie Butttt the ending is so abrupt -.-
Fri,8Jan Went to beach wit ezz, hanis, asnira Weird group But wadever, i had awesome fun Bicycling, watching some one fall many-many times on roller-blades haha, played twister, scrabble n uno... Went home late Almost got scolding from mum N body is itching....
Sat n sun.... relax at home.....
Mon, 11Jan RESULT DAY!!!
Im so contented wit my results... Just nice got a good aggregate Clique did quite well too Hopefully, da whole clique could go to SP together =) Dat would be awesome...
Dont speak, I know just what you're saying, so please stop explaining, dont tell me cause it hurts REALLY!!! it does......
Busy playing guitar; vivo land!
Saturday, January 2, 2010
@2:31 AM
Itz 2 in da morning! WOHOO! 2nd day of 2010.... 2 2 2
Watched some hindi movie called 3 idiots Damn funny show, got aamir khan n some tamil actor, i tink he's name is mardavan or somthing like dat Laughed all the way through da 3 hrs N now im back at home SLEEPY, tired n vry vry restless
Ok i admit, i fucking like you.Dats da truth.I know I cant hide from it, but still what can i do to change whatever dat is done...Im in much confusion......
